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5/21/25 4:15 - I'm 19 and yet still I wake up in a panic as if I were a 5 year old who had dream. The only difference is now it's embarassing. Children are expected to wake up and be too fearful to fall back to sleep. Past a certain age it becomes unusual. My nightmares aren't of monsters anymore. Not the mythical kind, anyway. The people they are about are what I would consider the closest I have met to being a real life monster, however.
The few people I've mentioned it to say it's normal considering the topic of these nightmares but it doesn't feel normal. Waking up with my heart beating a mile a minute, feeling pure fear and panic... It doesn't feel normal at all.
5/21/25 4:15 - Researching true crime being one of your favourite hobbies as a deeply paranoid person is not for the weak.